"Kissing Eternity"

so as a child the thought of forever was a bold and mind-blowing concept to me, it was indeed a frightening realization that you can concieve time beyond all means. there is something definite about staring into the face of a clock and knowing what time it is, what time it isn't and when your time will end. death is a certainty that all people should and will eventually know. the final dirt-nap at the end of a, long and sometimes, painful journey through this shit-hole we have entitled "life". we are all caught up in the everyday bullshit and drama that we forget, so easily, the concrete stupidity of existance.

i guess what i'm trying to say is we, as hedonistic beings for the most part, have forgotten what it is to be COMPLETELY HEDONISTIC. desire, lust, destruction, chaos, beauty, forgiveness, damnation...all of this has been lost on the deaf ears of the mass retardation of the people we call family, friends & "people". the true essence of hedonism is indulging in anything and everything simply for the sheer pleasure of experiencing what you have yet to experience or enjoy. going above and beyond for the sake of being enveloped in ecstacy...happiness...orgasm...absolutely unadulterated bliss.

HEDOMISM IS ALIVE AND WELL IN THE HEART OF THE INDUSTRIAL MASSES.

body paint. vinyl. prosthetics. hair extentions. sexuality at large. bass beats that grudge fuck your lungs to death, back into ressurection, and then back to death again. dancing under black lights to synthetic music that makes you wish your entire soul was in flames and giving the finger to anyone with a water-hose. delights in electrical tape, PVC, too tall boots, beautiful hair products, body suspension and blood...LOTS AND LOTS OF BLOOD. the hedonists of today do not bend tover backwards to please the zombified salarymen who slave over IKEA desks under flourescent in front of mass produced cheap IBM based computers doing payroll reports and crunching numbers for child fucking CEO's who hide themselves from their cookie-cutter wives with fake tits and ill behaved children.

HEDONISM IS A GATEWAY TO KNOWING THAT YOUR ENTIRE WORLD IS A HEARTLESS, SOUL-LESS, PUNCHLINE OF THE SOCIETY THAT YOU WOULD NORMALLY LONG TO BE A PART OF, A WORLD YOU WOULD SELL YOUR ESSENCE JUST TO BELONG TO.

if you're ideal state of being is to be a cog in the corperate machine you should make the long trip in time to when dr. kevorkian was at his prime, putting sad, pathetic, walking abortions in the dirt with the help of ketamine and cyanide. he was a visionary, a true miracle worker in the same rite as salvador dahli, hunter s thompson and gg alan.

i wish to extend my mediocre thanks to the industrial waste of today: you're lust for the macabre, darkened, bizarre, outrageous, stunning, disgusting and absolutely amazing is a monumental strike at the fucked up waste of time this country has bludgeoned into the soft melons of the autism stricken dipshits that we call our government employees, co-workers, neighbors, friends and enemies.

thank all of you wonderful freaks for your insight, atrosities, moving performance art, religious denominations and lack of compassion for people who put themselves in a place to be made the ass end of jokes that aren't so much funny as they are true.

i would like to give a special thanks to Dax Riggs & Beth Strange. you are my true american heroes.